Still yearning to be held ha ha silly rite? I just dont know why I want to be so touched u no? ha ha maybe its the song I'm listening to ! I keep trying to reconnect with my ex. I no i ended things badly. yes I did n i wish i wouldda done it better ya no? ugh! I'm so mad at myself for messing up with him like that. and then nothings happening with my guys rite now. I just dont feel loved... and rite now there nothing i need more... my ex has been talkin shit bout me behind my back then calls me up later sayin he still loves me n that kinda shizz its just sooo ugh! why am i still juggling the things i dont want anymore? why do i need someone to hold me so bad?God I'm so confused.I just want to feel good. even if its the bad kind... /sigh I just dont no wat to do...


Why do I need to be held even though I know i'm not alone?